Stronger

I got in the car
To hang out ike friends
We drove and drove
Till we found the road's end

He kissed me there
And touched me here
I begged him to stop
My heart racing with fear

It got pretty rough
And I was scared
But get out of the car,
I didn't dare

I knew he had a girlfriend
I knew this wasn't right
But I didn't want him to hurt me
So I didn't fight

He said get in the back
I told him no
I didn't want this
I wanted to go

He said get in the back
I told him no
He made me hurt
So I had to go

I climbed in the back
To get away from his hands
To get away from his grasp
To get away from his demands

He crawled in the back
I told him to stop
He took off his clothes
And pulled me on top

I tried to push away
But he held my hips
I felt so dirty
Under his grip

It started to hurt
But I didn't let him know
For he wouldn't have stopped
If my pain were to show

He was finally done
And we put our clothes back on
He drove me home
And I knew it was wrong

I still think about what happened
Saying stop, I remember this
It was called date rape
From the very first kiss

Saying I was raped
I never pictured myself
Still I have everyone saying
Don't blame yourself

"It's not my fault,
I did nothing wrong,
I'm the victim,
I will be strong"

I repeat this daily
Then I talked to someone
They're helping me through
The healing has begun

He's not going to ruin me
This I won't allow
Soon I'll be ok
And regain my strength somehow