You were always there for me,
And I was always there for you.
You knew me better then I did,
And for you, there was nothing I wouldnt do.
I trusted you entirely.
You were different then everyone else,
You actually listened
I believed you really cared..
With you I felt anything was possible,
With you I was never scared.
But slowly things changed,
You drifted away from me,
Or was it I who drifted away from you?
I wasn't the one you called on anymore,
And I made other friends too.
There were accusations that weren\'t true,
My mind was filled with what ifs
What if I was a better person?
What if I was different?
Would everything be ok again?You will never know all the sh*t that put me through,
But then again, I will never fully know,
What this has done to you.
Did you care that things weâ??re different?
You said I said, I never loved you,
I don't know where you got that,
But its the farthest thing from true.
We both said some awful things,
We did some unimaginable things too.
You think I'm mad cause you are friends with her,
Im not, honest, I swear.
But when she got you to hate me,
I questioned the trust I had in you.
Why couldnt you tell me what's wrong?
I would have listened; I wouldve tried to change.
But no matter what,
I will never forget about all the times we had,
All the things weve done together.
Do you think we can talk it out?
Yes, indeed it would take a while,
But Im willing to give you a while
Im eager to see if things CAN get better.
Even if things dont work out,
Just know that Ill always love you,
Just like I said Id always do.
Ill always be here for you,
Even if you dont want me to.
Ill still think about what ifs
But I wont cry about it, not again.
Ive, too, feared this day,
The day where we decide,
We dont want to be friends anymore.
You think things cant work out,
That weâ??ll never be the same,
We may not be the same as we used to,
But we can still be twin sisters
And you can still be the pages of my diary,
And I will still feel the same pain you feel.
But just remember that every tear Ive cried because of you,
Was worth it,
And every time I told you I love you
I meant it with all honesty.
And forever and ever I will say my best friend in the world?
She taught me so much,
She did more then she knows,
More then shell ever know.
She taught me about love,
Taught me about hate.
But most of all she taught me
How to overcome the loss of the one you love the most.
Even though she was the person I loved most
I will always love her,
I will never forget all shes helped me through.
And for that I thank her.
I hate us being mad at each other,
I hate the awkwardness between us.
Im more then a little confused,
My mind is spinning around possibilities.
If you continue to hate me,
I will understand.
But always know this:
Every moment I spent with you was wonderful,
And I wouldnt trade it for anything else in the world.
