Do you remember?
Then I came again at 4 in the morning.
Just because you were my best friend,
And I loved you.
Its funny how we can have so much enjoyment,
Then have such bad times as well,
Like the time we got lost at 6 flags.
You miss all the memories too, I can see.
And I miss having you there for me,
And I really miss you.
I miss being able to help you,
Whenever you needed me.
I hope she can compete,
I hope she can fill my place.
Because its funny that I laugh,
And amazingly I don\'t cry,
Whenever I see your face.
Whenever I hear your voice,
I automatically go back,
To when it was just you and me,
I cant help it; I have no choice.
Its funny because I like how hard you try,
How you try to make my life miserable,
And how you try to make me cry.
Its funny because you think you have an effect on me,
I don\'t care about now,
Im living in the past,
The way it used to be.
I can laugh at our memories back then,
I do whatever I please,
I have dreams that you're once again my friend.
Its funny because you dont know it,
You dont know how funny this really is.
I cant believe you make such a big deal out of this.
Its funny because youre conventional,
You lie about me,
Tell one person, and then tell them all.
Its funny because all your friends hate me too,
Well all I have to say, I laughed when I heard that.
I don't care what they think of me,
I have friends who also hate you.
Its funny because last time I would have cried,
My feelings would have been unbearable,
I would have wished that I could die.
Its really funny because now I don't care,
I listened to your lies before,
I listened to your excuses,
I poured my soul out to you,
There was no one else on earth I loved more.
Ill always love you, you said.
Well what did always mean then?
Because Im ssure it means something different now.
Forever was cut short,
Us being sisters was lost,
All because of one person,
And I hope she can make you happy,
I hope she can catch you when you fall,
I hope she can love you more then air itself,
I hope she can devote her life to you,
I hope she can sacrifice everything to see you smile once more,
I hope she can carry you when you cant walk,
I hope these are things she can do,
Because, my dear ex-best friend,
Its what Ive always done for you.
I hope you can count on her, night or day.
When youre crying once again,
I hope she knows just the right words to say.
I hope you dont do to her all youve done to me,
Because if you do,
Youll regret it, I know.
And then thatll make ex-best friend number too.
I am glad you taught me something,
You taught me never to trust someone again,
You taught me to rely on myself for help,
You taught me to never love someone as much I loved you.
You taught me to laugh at hate,
You taught me to cry at love.
You flipped my world upside down,
Now I see in a different way,
I see that youre not what I thought you were,
Nothing that you mean is in the words you say.
Its funny because I can laugh at you,
And you dont know it.
Youenolonger the reason for everything I do.
I only hope you see the humor in this and stop.
Stop all your yelling to me,
Look back on us and laugh,
Remember all the good times we once had,
Replay them in your mind,
But forget all the bad.
I know what you want,
You want to see me cry,
You want me to be sad.
But even though I will still always care about you,
I am not going to sit around,
And wait for you to open your eyes.
I am not waiting for you to realize how wrong you were,
I am not waiting for you to stop telling your lies.
I hope you have a wonderful life with out me,
Because you taught me to see,
All the things youve done.
I cant wait forever,
I would have once,
But not anymore,
This is my farewell now and forever.
