Sorry I put the whole world on your shoulders.
Sorry I trusted you.
Sorry I didn’t notice all your lies.
Why did you want this?
Why are we so far apart now?
Why are you the one I miss?
I loved you with all my heart.
O well, you didn't care,
You stomped on it and tore it apart.
I missed you more then anyone else,
When you were gone.
How did this happen?
Everything is a blur,
Everything went by so fast.
Everything confuses me.
All I know is that I’m happy.
I’m sad.
I’m confused.
I’m in fear.
I’m anxious.
I’m anticipating the sound of your voice.
I miss our longs phone talks,
I miss your hugs too.
I miss all the trouble we got into.
I miss our adventurism,_|i would do anything for you.
Maybe I loved you a little too much.
‘Cause now I hit the ground so hard,
‘Cause you lifted me up so high.
Then you let me fall.
Looking back at me,
Helping me when she’s not around.
Laughing at me when she is.
I still love you,
You still love me,
You told me so.
Although it’s the old me you love,
This you told me a while ago.
She filled your mind with lies,
She spread rumors,
She blackened and blinded your eyes.
She wanted us apart,
So she could have you all to herself.
I wont let her, not now not ever.
I love you,
Remember that okay?
I’m always here for you,
But only if we talk things out,
And you apologize.
You have no idea how much you hurt me.
You will never know.
But I don't care,
‘Cause when I look at you,
I still see my best friend,
My twin sister.
You made a mistake,
And so did I.
We were talking,
Not as sisters,
Not as best friends,
Not as friends either,
As regular people.
And until she got all pissed,
We could have conversations,
And we were on our way to friends again.
But she ruined your mind,
She turned your world upside down.
You don’t know left from right,
Up from down.
Then we both said some horrible things,
I think it’s safe to say we were both jerks.
Someone who is a little confused,
About who really cares about her.
