If Only

So lost and confused
A mixed up mess
How could it get any worse?
How could it possibly hurt anymore?
So much pain raining down
So many tears cried from my heart
If only someone knew
If only I had some help
Just a little boost
To help get me though
My heart in pieces
No remedy in sight
If only someone loved me
If only someone cared
Maybe I could stay till tomorrow
Maybe I would last a little longer
Too late for apologies
Too late for me to mend
The hurt I feel
So painfully real
If only I could stop the tears
If only I could forget the fears
Maybe I would be okay
Maybe I could be alright
So many regrets
My cries left unheard
My pillow sopping wet
Too late for a cure
So close to the end
As I close my eyes
Remembering your smile
And that look in your eyes
Tears staining my face
Pain releasing from my heart
The closest to at peace
I could ever be
As I feel my body drains
My red liqueur all over my sheets
My color all gone
My life forever faded.

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