Crying happily sad...

My life changed in a week.. my dreams vanished in a wink..

my dad was not the man i knew, the man i thought was there for me..

everything that i looked at was of hate, hurtfulness and all lies..

my mom cried for days, thats all she knew how to do, cry, cry, cry..

i would walk through the halls, would see them in my mind all happily crying sad..

i ran and ran till i could no more, leaving my mom to fight alone, leaving her to save my own sanity..

i had the power to make it go either way the power to stay amd to pray

why was i the one running, why was i the one that had to tell, why was he the one to feel alone..

one by one my dreams fell to pieces, one by one i took a closer step to another life, a diffirent life..

where i go on now from here i dont know, but for ever will i be the one running through the halls, crying happily sad..