The Favored Ones

As you get ready for their big day I sit all alone

I try and try to get you to listen

You just turn away like I'm not there

All I wanted was some one to care about how I feel just for once

I waste my time trying to make at least one person care

I hurt inside so much that it's starting to be to much to handle

Feeling so numb and cold and hurt inside like my hearts just been ripped out

Knowing that I'll always feel this way is starting to hurt me even more

Losing everything I once had as a good memory

You never thought of how I felt when you gave them everything

You didn't think about me at all when you didn't show up to anything I ever did

You always thought about what the others needed and never gave second thought about me

Never being able to do any thing with the rest of what I thought was my family

You and the rest of them never considered me being part of that

I just want all theses feelings to just go away for five minutes

You keep me so isolated from everything and everyone

Treating me like I'm your own personal Cinderella

Giving up on all my dreams and hopes and wishes

Knowing that it won't ever come true no matter how hard I try

Replacing how I really feel when some one comes around me

I shut n bottle everything up inside about how I feel

I just wanted you to give me the same thing that you gave to them