Why Do I Have To Feel This Way

Why do I have to feel this way,
Why do I have to feel this pain,

Iâ??m not a good person,
Iâ??m not a good girlfriend,
Iâ??m not a good daughter,

Everyone says im so lucky,
If im so lucky them why do these tears come at night,

They say theres nothing missing in my life,
But it feels like im all alone,
In this place all by myself,

It hurts,
It Burns deep inside,

If I have it so good,
Why does tears come at night,

All I want to know is WHY?