As I

I push my fingers deep into my eyes,
As I try to hide the tears from my eyes,

I wont you to understand that I love u,
That nothing can change that,
But I donâ??t believe you understand,

That there is nothing you can do to make me leave you,
I love you so much,
No matter what your mother may say,
Because she isnâ??t me,

She doesnâ??t have my heart,
And she doesnâ??t know what Iâ??m thinking,

And again I find myself pushing my fingers deep into my eyes,
Once again,
I try not to cry,

Instead of tears that flow,
Now its blood thatâ??s running out of my eyes,

And I only make my pain worse,
So help me,
Cure my pain.