Why does it have to be this way,
Why does it hurt so bad,
Iâ??m just sitting here watching,
As the people whisper â??why is she so sad?â??
I just sit around watching,
As the world passes by,
Iâ??m just sitting here trying not to cry,
I want to hear everythings ok,
But I know in my heart,
Itâ??s not!,
I try to look for the best in everything,
Just isnâ??t happening,
It may be Christmas but,
It sure donâ??t feel like it,
It feels like just another day,
Sitting around trying not to cry,
I try to never show my emotions,
But I do show them,
Only when Iâ??m alone,
I know I look happy on the outside,
But Iâ??m usually crying on the inside
