Will

I am sitting here
wondering about life
were is it going
were will it end

do i have a reason
am i just the toy
for i do not feel excepted
and do not feel love

so i sit
and grab my pack of cigs
light one up
and dred the day 2 come

will anyone except me
will anyone love me
will i ever love myself
will i die alone in life

i will never know
and neither will you
for life is full of changes
and we must choose
our life ourselfs