Miss Invisible

I feel so alone
like no-one really cares
i feel like giving up
its getting too much to bare
crying every night
but smiling during the day
painting on my grin
wanting to have my say
always so lost
trying to fight through
up every night
wondering what to do
i guess youd see me
and just think im fine
i guess youd never know
suicide is on my mind
i bleed out my sorrow
and patch up al the cuts
i dont know if life is worth it
soon ill give it up
my wrists are slashed
way beyond repair
everyone looks through me
cant you see me there?
im miss invisible
but no-one will ever know
that deep inside im dying
and hoping to let it all go
because im broken when im open
and i dont think im strong enough
to live the rest of my life
pretending im okay and tough
falling, oh so slowly
and bleeding my regrets
flying with my broken wings
not alive, but nto dead, yet