Daddys Girl.. Part 2.

Dear Daddy..
I told you It wouldn't be the same..
I told you I have changed..
I know when you look at me I'm not your little girl I used to be..
I know how hard it is when you put your arms around me.
I know how it feels to feel alone.. I never feel like I can talk to you
And that hurts me..as much as it hurts you.
We've grown.. Alot.. And now that your back.. it doesn't seem much has changed.
I Love you. and I'll always be your daddy's girl.. But in the end it feels like
This world is moving to fast.. The years faded away..
You made some mistakes... and I can forgive that..
But I cant forgive you for how you made me feel..
Growing up without you... how could you expect a little girl...
To go through life without you!? I Feel like theres to much
You need to know about me..I feel like I need to talk to you..
But your always away.. And Still i beat myself up waiting for you..
When will I learn I cant trust you.. I waited for your call..
I waited for your replys... I waited up all night.. waiting for you to sign on..
I wanted to talk to you..I needed to talk to you.. But you weren't there.
I love you and I always will... But right now.. I need you to hear me..
I Cut because you left.. I Cut because your not here..
I Cut because I miss you.. I cut because I Love you..
I Cut because I trust you.. I Cut...because in the end..
I know I'm not good enough for you...
I Love you..
Love Always..
Your little Cutter.