I regret you

You\\\'ll never know how much I loved you.
You\\\'ll never know how much I cared.
You lied and cheated and hurt me
all you did was make me scared.

I cant understand this.
I lost you sometime before
and the choice that I made still matters.
I don\\\'t want you anymore.

I\\\'m pretty sure I love him
so I don\\\'t know why I did it
but I\\\'m so scared to loose him
and that is why I hid it.

Now all these lies have come undone.
I just sit here thinking.
As what I have walks away.
All I can do is stand here blinking.

Now you say you don\\\'t want ME.
Well I\\\'m pretty sure I hate you.
The only thing I have to say is,
\\\" I know that I regret you.\\\"

I regret your stupid smile
and the way you made me feel.
Now I know the love we shared
wasn\\\'t ever real.