Painful and crazy desire

The tears i cry
were for you and i
but you let it go
oh so very high
the cuts on my wrists
show you the pain
the pain that i felt
when u left me nothing but a grain
i cry over again for the same resons why i took the knife and passed it by
i look at my wrists
and scream oh why
i hope the devil hears the screams that i cry
for the love i used to have
all he sayd was byebye
the blood poring out
my vein all in pain
nothing left to say exept my byes
to everything
i drop the knife
and fall to the floor
i hope you dont remember me for all i know is that you wouldnt care anymore...