I dont get the world

I dont get the world these days,
Everything is such a mess,
The days are long a tangle me,
I keep liking this world less and less.

I dont get the world right now,
Nothing is going right,
How am I going to live,
When Iâm lossing this terrible fight.

I dont get the world and how it spins,
I get dizzy at the thought,
People all around me,
Trying to be people that they are not.

I dont get the world and why the grass is green,
Nothing is actually real,
This world I guess is a crazy place,
I guess its hard for me to deal.

I dont get the world and why Iâm alive,
Why do people come but algo go and die,
ITs not right for god to hurt me this way,
So I get sad and I sit here and cry