At night i wonder if you truley knew the things i did would you stay another moment? its so hard to lie to you and let you down but you simply wouldnt love me the same. It hurts so much i know youre here but reality is im in this by myself. i feel so weak anymore. This secret is tiresome hiding from you everyday, letting you think im strong and happy.
The truth is i hate myself the way iam. You tell me im beautiful but its simply not enough. You cant change this now its me. This is my life my problem and there is no where to go and no one to save me from myself not even you
