Failed

I tried it again...
and i got so close...
but mom walked in
and there goes that oppertunity
I want it so bad
but without my friends here
I can\'t seem to resist
I want someone to care
but only act like they do
they tease you
and in doing so
they drive you insane
knowing how great you could feel
I finally figured it out
I dont want anybody to care
I dont want anybody there
when life is awful
Ill just give in
cause this life aint worth shizz
and I\'m so sick of fighting
a coward I know
call me names
use as a statistic
forget me even
my heart is to dang broken to even flipping care
giving in... yeah
so what
you didnt care when I was here
why would i care when im gone?