Unpredictable

Things seemed OK, you were laughing and smiling and then you just faded away.
Did I say something or do something that upset you so? Was that why you decided to let go?
Maybe I wasn't around enough when you needed me the most. Maybe I just was never good enough to get close...
I thought we would be friends for life until the unpredictable hit and you ended your life...
I stand under the stars in the spot you once stood, looking up hoping you're looking down...thinking of me like I am thinking of you...
I miss you so much and time hasn't healed my pain, it has just made me long to see you again...