Suffering

I want you to know
that I love you so
but I dont know
if you feel the same way
so today..
I hurt myself
cause I didnt think
about what could happen
you winked at me
and i got confused
I feel like dirt
I am the one
who abused myself
and now I'm suffering
from how you acted
thats a fact
you are watching me
and I'm caring about you
I'm suffering because of you