I only wanted you!

I thought in my life all i could ever want was you, you were such a sweet guy.

I have known you all my life and i was happy to call you mine.

I honestly believed that you wouldn't ever hurt me.

I thought that you cared, maybe what i thought wasn't what you meant at all.

I felt safe, and we had fun, it was all a game even when it came to the hugs.

The kisses were passionate, not nice or sweet, filled with raw emotion that sweep me off my feet.

I wanted you to want me the way i wanted you, but those hopes were crushed when i said i do

How dare you make me look like a fool, i was honest and i respected you.

I cried on your shoulder sitting on your bed, replaying in my mind all the things you said..

you told me it was you never was it me, maybe now we just aren't meant to be.

I told you i loved you and that i always will, you said you loved me too, and i recall exactly how i feel,

i am bitter and filled with spite, i thought you loved me i wanted it with all my might.

You pass by me with her on your side, not even a glance, from you, and i want to run and hide,

i hold my head up high and keep walking by, and i secretly say i hope you die!