My suicide

Alone i sit in bottomless fear
swearing that i wouldn't let them see me shed a tear
but they did
tore away my cover, my lid

ripped apart, torn inside
feeling like my life's a lie
i sit and cry
i want to die

no longer happy
nothing but sad
I'm so frustrated
it makes me mad

not understanding,
no one can
i grab the knife
time to end my life

my heart is racing
my mind is spacing
cut on the scars
scars on my arms

lost inside, fury rages
i cry for ages
slowly slit across my wrists
the vein begins to bleed

alone in my home
no one hears my last screams

the red blood pours from my arm
the salty tears rain from my face
one last breath
then death i embrace