Beautiful Starvation

She can see the light,
But it's fading from within..
She's driving all her inner demons,
out onto her skin.

She's closed her mouth tighly shut,
no food will she consume.
She hides it so well from her lovers,
the Positive they assume.

She starves herself day and night,
to rid of all her sin.
She needs to see, dies to see
the bones beneath her skin.

She's dying slowly, inside out,
feeling nothing but self hate.
Staring at the scales again,
Longing to know her weight.

Starvations her control..
But sometimes, control is not enough..
she gazes at her bones, so beautiful..
thin will never be enough.