It screams

The music's up full blast but it doesn't drown it out, since when could all this pain laugh and scream and shout?
i thought that this was over,
I wouldn't cut again,
but very soon i realized i cant ignore the pain.

I cant drown it out cos its screaming in my head.
once again i cant ignore the pain when i go to bed.

I'll lie there while I can but we know that I'll give in, cos every time i try the knife always seems to win.

Slowly down my arm it goes, again and then again. and I begin to wonder will this cycle ever end?