Words of a Declining

Lonesome and tired of being burnt by an unchanging substances,
Is why I am standing on this ledge

Wrist bleeding and soul needing
Is why I will jump

I fear not the fall but what could Wait my hell bound essence

Tears that burn like acid rain
Engrave them selves in my skin

For once I do not want this pain
But gentleness and caring

Air flows across my face and blood from my newest cut fall

Screams from the out side world can be heard but...
I can't do this
I have been waiting for this chance
to plumed out of my pitiful life

Fill with lies and betrayals yet I am unable to complete what I desire so wholly so the conclusion comes

Death only comes to the ones that GOD loves

Not me,
I was bitten by deathâ??s cherry lips and
Betrayed by GOD course hands

I was formed in heaven
and sat on gods lap
Nevertheless now I am nothing more than deaths plaything

I am pulled to step back by hands I know so well
I live another day just to prove GOD isn't merciful as I once thought