Unloved Soul

No one loves me and I'm a disaster
Everything defies me and I failed to master

Years of innocence; innocent thoughts
Gift of pain and hatred they brought

Disbelief in your eyes and allegation is done
Who is sinking silently, I'm that one

I tried to love people, wanted to be loved
But no one sent for me from the up & above

No one comes to me, not a single soul
Does it mean anything to live with such a hole?

I've seen the value of honesty and truthfulness
And I failed to compete with this human race

It's so punishing to live such a dejected life
Deserted by everyone, I need to end this strife

No one's darling, nothing to treasure
Being alone is my only pleasure

Silent nights and in my secret zone
My life flounders just all alone

And someday all alone in a silent night
I'll leave this life for a distant flight