My heart is hoping to cry
But my eyes won't let it get by
I'd do anything just to lie
But these feelings just won't die
My emotions are all twisted inside
Its like a roller coaster ride
And as I climb to the top
It doesn't seem all that rough
But what goes up must come down
And my life does it at the speed of sound
So there I am screaming for my life
Rushing down the hill at the speed of light
But no one hears my silent scream
cause I have been so f**ken mean
