I can't seem to see
What god has planed for me
They say god puts you on earth
And theirs a special reason for your birth
So why can't I find mine
Was I just a waste of time?
If god truly loved me
I wouldn't be in so much agony
And their wouldn't be something wrong
That makes me want to be gone
I think its time to face it
My mind is so damn wasted
I know something is wrong with me
But I can't seem to break free
I always fell so alone
Like theirs no place I can call home
Cause its impossible for them
To begin to understand
Why I have suicidal plans
I'm scared to react
To what, in my head is fact
But the day I confront my fear
Is the day I'll put a pullet in my ear
And this, I do not fear
