Don't help me

Why cant i,
stand the pain.
living each day,
all in vain.

Everyone else is,
happy and smiling.
i see those people,
and feel like dying.

Ive been depressed,
for the past 3 years.
i cried all the time,
Ive shed millions of tears.

Ive had some addictions,
i used to cut myself,
but that was before i
realized that it didn't help.

I won't change my life,
to please everyone else.
i won't change my life,
cause i don't need any help.