Back To Bleeding

Its all my fault
That my family's falling apart
if i wasn't alive
They would be so perfect

I've been holding back too long
The urge to cut is now so sure
But ive worked so hard to forget it all
And to go back to what i hate

But i know this is what my body needs
Its the only remedy i know
To let go of the pain

its the only way for me
to make these tears stop flowing
to be able to force a smile
to anticipate the fall
to prevent the crash

to shed the blood
that gives me life
i use glass
not a glistening knife

Cheers/
To the girl that was smiling for so long
Cheers/
To the girl that was so close to happiness
Cheers/
To the girl who almost felt like she belonged

But one thing that occurred
Span her right back
The pieces were almost put together
The mirror was completely forgotten

But now........
The memory that was dim
Has began to burn in her mind
The pieces were almost together again

But now.....
We'll never know
What could've been
If the pieces didn't fall apart again

Because now.....
She's beginning to fall once more
One thought repeats in mind
"No ones gonna catch me"