This Can't Be

No...not true
Not even close to real
If only i stayed numb
This, i wouldn't have to feel

I'm in love with you
But it cannot be
Because you're w/ 1of my friends
I wish the one you loved were me

You make me feel so much better
You make me forget it all
I bet you were the only one
Who would've thought about catching me from my next fall

But if you caught me
Then she could tell
The feelings i have
My own little hell

You made me smile like crazy
After your phone call
I've never felt this way before
But it cannot be.

I don't want to feel this
The smile begins to tear
She gets everything in her life
It just isn't fair

Sports, excellent
School, pretty good
She took away MY prince charming
If i possibly could

He unintentionally healed my smile
The one that was about to break
But he's unintentionally hurting me
This unaffected look i must fake

I can't wait for you _ _ _ _ _ _ _
Though i love you so
I think it's better for us both
If i would kill myself, in order to let you go.