Questions to a Backstabber

You claim that youre my best friend
That when I need you youll be here
But how come when Im in a crisis
I find that you are no where near?
How come you break so many promises,
And vow to keep secrets that you tell?
Why do you sometimes act,
As if you dont know me very well?
How come when ever you plan parties,
You "forget" to put me on the invite list?
Why is it that when youre around other people,
You pretend that I dont exist?
How come you say so many nice things to me,
Yet manage to talk trash behind my back?
Is everything I know about you,
Just a very convincing act?
Why do you say so many excuses,
How come you tell so many lies?
Do you honestly deep down hate me,
Do you enjoy making me cry?
Well I guess the biggest question is
to myself,
Why do I tolerate the hell you put me through?
How come I always forgive & forget,
Of the backstabbing things you do?
I have now come to a verdict,
For now on our friendship is at an end,
I know one thing definatly for sure,
I wont let you ever put me down again...

i SUCK at writing. then again its 1 am so please forgive me for this ramble...lol