The sweetest dream i've ever had.

Sleeping,
I lack the energy needed,
To lift this body,
The requirement to wake myself.
Cant even here you screaming.

With so much i force a smile.
Losing so much i bleed a tear,
A dark dream,
The nightmare where i see your lost image, You reapper.

The illusion of your death,
A fantasy of your final breath.
Driving blades,
Slicing through your skin.
A bloody mess.

This knief stabbed through
Your decapitated chest.
Reden stains matching
My blood stained hands.
A gaping hole.

You chock, You suffer.
Oh the excitement.
Your eyes flicker,
The electricity to power them
Slowly being turned down.

Reaching out,
Looking at me so confused.
Can you really not understand why?
Beautifully murdering you.
My fairest escape.

Your pain brings me so much power.
So much happiness to witness your suffering,
To see you beg for mercy,
To watch as you die.
Swimming in a sad little pool of your own fear.

Surrounded by nothing but hatrad,
To be spat on by devils.
Buried in your mutalated skin.
Only then can i relax.
Thats when i shall rejoice and sing to the heavens.

When i know you can't ever touch me.
Inflicting your desperate dirty perverted ways.
But alas i wake,
Sickened by the thought.
My vomit, a reminder,
That i lost to this unfair world.