HoLdInG oN tO wAiStEd tImE

What do you do when you say you hate him
Yet you find yourself thinking about him everyday?
What do you do when you say you're sick of his games
Yet you continue to play?
Your head say things will just get better
But they never do.
Holding on to waisted time is something you don't want to do.
It's just another excuse, another wish that won't come true.
You always blame yourself for why it always goes wrong
Deep inside your heart keeps screaming that you can't keep going on.
The guy you use to love once, so long ago
Has left you feeling so sad, just left you sinking low.
You're holding on to waisted time,
And you just keep asking why.
You want to hold on to everything,
And then again you don't.
You want to believe his lies,
But then again you won't.
Your eyes are cold and hurt
You just want to hold his hand
Yet in your head you hate him
In your heart you love him,
You just don't understand.

TC©