A voice inside my head
i wonder why I'm not dead
to many chances to much pain
a best friend could not even fix this to make me sane
i miss her too much i wanna lay may head
on my pillow rolled up in my bed
someday i wish someone would just find me dead
so who cares or who seems to notice when i finally shed
a tear of pain and drop of sorrow
don't tell me later there may not be a tomorrow
so heres your chance I'm standing still
don't waste your time i know you cant be real
