Bittersweet Suicide

How could she do this to herself
she was so very young
her parents came home late that night
from a tree she hung

she expected more in her life
she wanted to be in love
there was a boy she wished upon
that made her fly above

he lived so far away from her
but love filled her heart
she couldn't take it anymore
from him she couldn't depart

then one day he moved along
he found a love at last
but she was left all alone
she kept reliving the past

her friends were gone all away
most had a man of their own
she tried so hard to take it in
and pretend to not be alone

but everything built up deep inside
her life she could not take
her hope and heart were finally gone
happy she could not make

then one night she was left alone
finally it was her chance
she was more ready than any day
at her life she glanced

she walked outside with a rope
and tied it to a tree
she softly said a sad goodbye
and lifted up each knee

the rope cut into her skinny neck
as the blood pored out
her soul landed straight in hell
but still she had no doubt