Friends

No more family events,
no more reminiscing,
its too hard to speak of
when your the one missing.

My friends arent the same
They were more friends with you
You held everyone together
You were the glue

I hold no contempt
They forget Im upset
They dont live with it daily
They dont live with regret

They only pass by me now
Dont understand the sorrow
It must be nice for them
to look forward to tomorrow

Although I hold no contempt
I dread each new day
When your on the front lines
Im scared, what more can I say