You Don't Know What It's Like

You don't know what it's like...
To be called a bad sister
Its just like a spike
Going through all your thoughts.

You don't know what it's like...
To be not good enough
People telling you to take a hike
Wherever you go

You don't know what it's like...
To have people that you love cutting
It hurts
And suddenly I don't know what to do

You don't know what it's like...
To feel lonely
Even though I have my best friend
She's the only one

You don't know what it's like...
To feel that no one cares
One person still says I love you..and I still screw it up
All I seem to feel are the stares

You don't know what it's like...
To feel the way I do
So why call me bad names, and diss me, and be cruel
When people could be doing the EXACT same thing to you?

*Honestly, most people don't know what this feels like. But I do. I know it hurts, and it just makes you miserable..but there will always be just that one special person in your life, who you can get through everything with! Think about it..its a fact...your parents? A sibling? A best friend? There are so many people in the world..there is bound to be one that will be there for you always.*