Nothing More than a Barbie Wishing I was More

Who am I?
Soft straight hair that flows beyond my shoulders
Beautifully blonde and gold
Bright blue eyes reminiscent of the stars
A smile of gold that mimics innocence at its purest form
Soft and subtle, pouted lips
A straight, seductive nose
Skin as soft as silk
A body like an hour glass
Definite curves for sure
A full bust that attracts the eyes
Hips that tease the mind
A generous body by far
Although paper doesn't seem to show

These are the things many see as they look at me
Although many thing they miss.
If they looked beyond the surface
Saw me through there hearts
The fantasy I paint above
Would be nothing more than an image
Of something I can never be.

If they looked beneath my disguise
This is closer to what they may see
Soft, straight hair that falls in front of my face
Tarnished with tears and sobs
Hiding me from the outside world
Bright blue eyes reminiscent of pain and hurt
The window to my heart
A smile so fake, a true one my face has never showed
Innocence it's never known and never will
After all that's come and gone
Soft and subtle, pouted lips
That have tasted many tears
A straight, seductive nose
Broken once or twice before
Skin as soft as silk
Streaked with sorrows cried each night
Mascara often shows
A body like an hour glass
Abused and ashamed of forever more
A full bust that attracts the eyes
Groping and staring always for sure
Hips that tease the mind
That you hurt pushing and shoving me
Not that you ever care
A generous body by far
Large beyond my needs
Something I try to hide
Costing my heart some more.

These are the things you would see
But you never look inside
Instead you see what I show to you
Hoping that you'll see through
I'm nothing more than a Barbie
Wishing I was more.

Hey everyone would love you all to comment I'm not to sure about the flow it didn't seem right in places. Wasn't quite sure how to fix it or if I needed to :-s.