Just a place to keep it

I've touched the scar and worn the blood
Who really cares what is and what was
But then again it's time to change
For once I'm not too out of range

Elaborate and costly
It's the ending to pursue
So if you can, get off to this
Get off to something new

No longer broken or fighting
Finally alive and not hiding
Break
And if I nurture these expectations
I can blow off the complications
Right

For once - For nothing
Right now - It's something
For once not in my head
Right now this is real
For nothing you said I can now feel
Dead to me
All dEaD to me

Could I change or am I nothing?
Feel the change or carry the break
There's nothing here for you to take