In Her Sight

I see the moon, the stars, the sky.
I think of you, I don't know why.
I'm just a girl, I'm just thirteen.
My love, you are a part of me.

You're all I want, you're all I need.
From day to night, you're all I see.
I close my eyes, to block you out.
But lucky me, you're still in sight.

I close my eyes, just one more time.
To try and get you out of mind.
I toss and turn, in my sleep.
Soon it's you, that I must meet.

When I do, we scream and yell.
Oh darling, you hide your feelings well.
I cry myself to sleep that night.
And still, some more, you're in my sight.

You hate me now, I know you do.
But I want to be a part of you.
I want to be right in your life.
And I want ev'rything to be all right.

I love you so, please know I do.
you mean the world, and that is true.
But then it happens - there, it's done.
I killed myself, and with a gun.