The day is inching closer

Its almost the day
since you went away
and i wish i could tell you
all the words i want to say

i want to hold you close to me
and tell you how i feel
but ill hold it in forever
because that is how i have to deal.

i hide all my emotions
i try the best i can
but sometimes its overwhelming
because i was your biggest fan

since before i could remember
i was always with you Cody
i wouldn't be the same person today
because you helped make me.

you made me realize how to act
and how to treat my peers
you taught me how to smile
all of those past years

i used to see you everyday
and when you stayed the night
we would all stay in my room
and we could all pillow fight

we would tell each other everything
and talk about our years
you would tell me what not to do
but thinking about it just brings more tears.

you dried my tears
you kept me strong
you keep me going
but its been too long

the one year is coming up
and I'm starting to break down
i remember all your smiles
it kept me up & now I'm down

no more big brown gorgeous eyes
or soft sweet gentle hugs
i miss our talks about everything
and without you here it really bugs

i want you to remember
on through my keeping years
you were my everything
you chase away my fears.

so when i feel like giving up
i know this much is true
no matter what your doing
ill always love && miss you