What if i told you?

A secret i keep within my heart
i wish to tell you it tears me apart
it sits untouched ready to be spoken
but how could i ever tell you my hearts been broken
broken by you and took so long to repair
if i told you this would you even care?
if i told you it never truly did heal
would you believe me would you think it was real?
if i told you i kept it a secret and no one ever knew
how badly i was hurt when i broke up with you
if i told you that it killed me inside
how you left with her and later lied
would you believe it if i said breaking up with you
was something i didn't want, but had to do
would you listen or just turn away
if i told you i waited for you until this very day
and now that your back and we're together once more
would you believe me if i told you i loved you before?