Dare I ?

Dare I have hope?
Can my dreams come true?
Is this really what I want?
I don't know, do you?

She's been your wife
Your love and life
She's been with you through good
Through strife....

But lately the problems
Have started to escalate
Not because of me
But because of things you both said

My name is no where near it all
Yet I feel guilty inside
Maybe you argue with her
Because of what you hide

I'm your lover, your partner
Always there when you call
But I want more from you
Yet I want nothing at all

It's confusing, all of it
I am tired of being second best
Yet hearing that divorce is near
Doesn't fade away the rest

It doesn't make me happy
To see that you might be through
Honestly I think you love her
And that she wants to be with you

Yet the woman in me
Wants to jump with glee
For maybe now its my turn
Maybe now you'll be with me

The thought that you might be free
That you might be all mine
its too overwhelming
Things just cant be this fine

I am sad for you, yet happy
For I don't want to see you cry
You say that its over, yes
But is it all a lie?

I wont let myself fall for it
I wont get happy about it all
I know that if you are meant for me
Someday you will call

For now I listen to you
I hold your hand and understand
And keep in all these hopes and dreams
Of you being my man

For the future in untold
Nothing is very clear
Losing you is not an option
And has become my worst fear