My dream

I lay awake at night,
not wanting to dream.
Wondering where it would bring me,
afraid not to scream.

Voices haunt me in the night,
the one who dare not speak.
Moving into the dark,
my love for you so bleak.

My tears are falling,
on my pillow they rest.
My hands covering my face,
you got of me the best.

I feel so lonely,
the darkness is crawling by.
I can't forget you,
wish you could give it another try

But tears are still falling,
shining like little stars.
My heart is still aching,
I still can feel the scars.

My hands are reaching,
for the one I love.
I pray and pray,
for a blessing from above.