I fade into nothingness and appear without a trace

Listen to the silence of another blazing row
Listen to the many ways u hurt me how
I cannot find myself anymore I cannot speak
I cannot dream at night, no way I can sleep

The rainbow is the halo of the earth
Saints play this game on sinner’s turf
Two people start wars, thousands fled
Listen to the sound of a million dead

You turn around a whisper in your ear
It was only the wind I was never there
Why do you always ask for answers?
When you don’t know the question
Because you’ve lost your mind
Maybe that’s the way of the world
And I’m not part of this world
I am not part of this flawed perfection
I am me, I am a disease, I’m Inside you

I don’t know
Perhaps I’ve said too much
Perhaps I’ve said too little

Why don’t you shut the f*ck up an get out of my face
I just fade into nothingness and appear without a trace
Excuse me please why I shoot myself
I fade into nothingness and appear without a trace

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