To show you how much........

My precious suicide
a knife
to end my life
a gun
to kill this Asian
a rope
to end all my hopes

a knife
to stop me from thinking about that I'll be your wife
a gun
to stop me from thinking we're done
a rope
to stop me from tumbling the slope
the slope of a roller coaster ride being happy being sad

a knife
i will use to slit my wrist
a gun
i will use to blast me to bits
a rope
i will use to hang my head
and you'll see how much i loved you
how much I'm suffering from this situation