To my babygirl:

To My Babygirl:

The day I found out you was apart of me
I told myself "Why? Why me?"
I knew life got decisions of their own
Mama knew better, mama should've known
I should've have sex with caution
Never wanted my first child come through an abortion
Nobody knew about you only me
I cried and cried for days, felt like I was dying
The day I found out about you, the rain was pouring
I had to choose morning sickness or the sickness for mourning
My body was weak, my mind confused but my heart was strong
Even though i haven't met you my child, I knew we had a special bond
The moment I found out about you, I knew I couldn't keep you
There was a lot of things that I was going through
My child or my life was what I had to choose
Both was something I couldn't bear to lose
My future was what affected my decision
Sorry my child, but you wasn't part of my vision
You was god's gift not a mistake
But this was one gift, I didn't know whether I should or shouldn't take
Every night I dream about holding you
What is a teenager like me suppose to do
But you have to know, pregnancy was my biggest fear
Every night I go to sleep with you in my heart and eyes filled with tears......

See You Soon
Love Mama