I thought....

Even with a thousand friends or just one friend
I feel like the sadness inside is never gonna end
Every time I laugh or smile, I feel like I'm getting better
Unfortunately, the feeling doesn't last forever
I thought I could decide on who I wanna bewife
I guess little by little, I'm losing controlling my own life
Feels like I'm pushed against the wall
Feels like one more mistake, I'll really fall
Being against the wall, all I could do is push back
But all my, I've been fighting, that now strength is something I lack
I make mistakes, so I fall and hit the ground
Hopefully, happiness, then can be found.