Stop it!

This blood pumping inside my body
this blood gushing out of me
i can see myself with a blade
standing so still
thinking who would save
this poor, exhausted girl
who wants to kill
because she knows there's nothing else to do in this world
who to save her
no one
am i sure?
her life is done

she thinks, when she's done with her life
nothing else would happen even a strife?
a strife?
that's easy, i mean, that's no big deal
she killed herself, that's what's real
no longer she can feel
no longer she wold need to eat meal
she thought it would end
no, that's a legend
once you commit suicide
the devil will always be by your side
you go directly to hell
where everybody yells
everybody gets fried
the people on earth who lied
the end of their life, it's the devil's guide
it's a riveting ride!
just by one suicide
what a spontaneous surprise, eh?
you're so shock
you're so speechless
you're out of luck
this is what you get with your silliness
you fool
you think ending your life, everything would be cool?
no!
this is not the end, of your so called "life show"
life never ends
once you get them it's totally yours
go get ready to make friends
with the devils, bloods, and gores

you know suicide, it's not worth it
but you have to admit,
it gives attention
and you totally don't have to mention
that you are seriously depressed
i mean, yes, you get problems, but, you're blessed!
come on, how much hard work do you think God made
just to make you!
(well, i guess half, because your parents helped too)
but for God's sake, stop it this instant
this is crazy, I'm reluctant,
about this stupid decision
this so hard mission
I'm trying to complete
trying to make you realize, this is not the solution
i don't want to repeat
i know this is kind of a delusion,
for you, i mean, trying to listen to a stranger
with so much anger
who wants to stop people committing suicide
there are always angels by your side
God above, who'll help you through
this hard situation, you got put on, like me too
it's not the end of the world
when you get a pain in the ass situation
take me as a little girl
who thought everything would be ruined, and the whole world would just keep rotating in the opposite direction
i wanted to kill myself
cuz i thought nothing else would come up
and this depression would never stop
but i had faith
i lived day by day, so secured, so safe
lived my life,
just like if it's normal
go to stores, go to the mall
go to church, go to school
the devil did not rule
my life, i ruled
didn't got fooled
just because of a hard situation, you think you can never solve
you live it day by day
that situation or feeling, i promise someday will dissolve